♥ Saturday, December 29, 2007 ♥

oh yes.she's finally back. :)

it is a pretty foolish act by signing up for two accounts.one under blogspot and the other one under wordpress.but just like el had said,we can have much more privacy by having wordpress.so lets just say when i felt like i wanna pen down these deep thoughts of mine,i’ll definately do it in wordpress.

anyhoos,as im typing this entry,im pretty much far far away from home.no no.not bangkok,but hell yes i wish it was bangkok instead.so yeah,seated on this comfortable chair,with all the soft snores heard from the background,the soft blare from the tv,im blogging from KL.a short stay at novotel,room 2509.a hotel which was newly built,it definately impressed me in every way.too add on,with the kinkiest bathroom ever.heh.

sigh.i know i sound so so cheesy when i say this but i miss miss MISS my BF like fuck.i mean like what the hell,im here for only 3 days two nights.yday was pretty much okay as he constantly check on me and do msg when he sees the need.but for today,he was really silent.calls after calls,msg after msg but to no avail.i know my bill is gonna cost a bomb but daddy knows the number of calls i made and such.so yeah.

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when im alone,i think alot.wayy too much till my brain is overwhelmed with so many stuffs and pretty much the unheard voice inside my brain.i'm stress with the fact that i am not earning any income for now since i am schooling.maybe i have every reason to feel that way as all of my friends are working.not all but i can dare say say almost 90% of them are.it sucks really badly when they have money to spend on our shopping trips to town.as for me?what do i have?my school allowance that is.and and yeah.my debit card which i religiously sign to purchase items.ooo,how my heart smile gleefully seeing my card being swipe at at the counter as i am very happy with my purchases at that point of time but at times when im broke,i do curse myself because of all my impulse purchases.heh.

infact,i have expected a long time ago that this faithful day will eventually come.the day where i will grumble and says stuffs like,'i wanna do camps and get money etc'.but afer all those nonsensical grumblings,after awhile,when i sit back and think,deep down i am actually glad that i am still schooling.infact,life is a total breeze when we are still schooling.yes daddy pays for my bills,this and that since i am schooling..even up till now.so i guess being in school,dressed with just shorts,tee shirt and slippers,attend classes religiously do have benefits too right? :) heh.ok i love my life.heh.

well a few days ago,BF told me that i should start saving.try to save at least 50 bucks per month and he will contribute more and we will dump all these savings in our new account.we decided to open another account just to keep our savings so that we have a shelter to run too on rainy days.i love it when BF takes charge financially.it just proves to me how much a reliable man he is and also as someone who is very committed and know what he wants for the future.

okay,now talking about him.where the hell is he?

goodnight world.